Wednesday, January 28, 2015

A Source of Suffering

As part of the 12% of the American population who suffer from migraines, more specifically, the 4% of chronic migraine patients, I realize that not many people are aware that it is an actual neurological disease and nervous system disorder. Migraines are more than just sever headaches. They often come with auras and can cause nausea, vomiting, dizziness, numbness in facial muscles, and tend to painfully enhance the senses. Sensitivity to light, sound, touch, smells, and motion make it difficult for one to go about their daily life, and more than 90% of sufferers are disrupted in their ability to work or go to school. Some common triggers for episodic migraines may be anything from dehydration and motion sickness, to abrupt weather changes or reduced levels of magnesium. Affecting over 37 million people in a year in America alone, there is no clear prognosis for the victims of migraines aside from further research.

Migraines are more common in women and comprise over 27 million of the people affected by them in the US. This would be because unstable hormonal or estrogen levels are some of the main reasons for migraines. For some people, once their hormonal levels stabilize after puberty, or estrogen levels decline after menopause, the affliction may decrease or stop altogether. Other triggers may be a person’s genetics, a lack of sleep, or skipping meals. Tension-type migraines are caused by stress and depression, and anxiety or insomnia are quite common for people who suffer from chronic migraines. The people whose triggers may be due to food sensitivity are sometimes able to adapt their life-style accordingly, however, narrowing down the specific food products or chemical components is almost impossible as humans have such complex meals in this modern day-and-age—be it fast-food or Asian snacks full of preservatives and flavor enhancers.


According to the Migraine Research Foundation, there are three methods to treat migraines: acute, preventative, and complementary treatment. Acute is the direct use of drugs and medication when the attacks begin. Preventative are daily drugs or supplements taken to lessen the number of attacks and pain intensity. Complementary are non-drug treatments, and include biofeedback, acupuncture, exercise, and relaxation techniques such as yoga or increasing sleep. Although over-the-counter and prescription drugs are the easiest response to a sudden migraine, it’s a complicated issue for those who get the pulsating headaches on almost a daily basis.


Chronic migraines are classified as reoccurring for more than 15 days of the average month. This may be a mild headache at the base of one’s skull for an ongoing period of time, or full blown attacks on seemingly random days of the week, that force a person to rest in a dark room for the rest of the evening as they swallow down nausea and the rush of blood roaring past their ears. Unfortunately, this leads to many problems. People who suffer from migraines are advised against taking more than nine doses of their current medication in a month. Having migraines almost every other day, the math is simple but all the numbers point to too many anguish-filled, miserable days toughing it out without painkillers. Taking any more tends to result in overdosing, body becoming addicted to the painkillers, or quickly building a tolerance to the drugs, rendering the medicine useless after a period of time.

Having suffered from migraines since the age of seven, I have personally built up a tolerance to several standard painkillers over the years and am well aware that some of the drugs I take are meant for grown men twice my weight. However, medicines such as Tylenol and Ibuprofen have not worked since I was a child and even now, Aleve, Excedrin, or MigraStat are almost completely ineffective for me. Some swear by natural remedies of ginger, lavender, and eucalyptus blends, but even my daily preventative supplement of B² and magnesium vitamins make no difference in the intensity of my migraines. The chronic illness sends a person to the hospital every 10 seconds in the USA alone, and affects millions of people everyday, but only some find successful cures to relieve attacks. Those who receive accurate diagnosis and effective treatments are able to go about their daily lives and suppress and manage their pain, but that does not occur often enough.

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Jasmine, Luc. "Migraine." Health Guide. The New York Times, 
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Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Chronic Procrastination

Have you begun preparing for the upcoming finals week? Yeah, me neither...

Despite all the warnings students receive from teachers, parents, maybe even your own conscience, teenagers can't seem to help but procrastinate working on important assignments or big projects, be it for school or an extracurricular activity. According to Dr. Maggie Wray, there are 12 different types of procrastinators and several simple methods to overcome such habits (Article).

I personally disagree with some of her recommended tactics for parents dealing with frustrating teens, because though she may have a PH.D. and specialize in parent-child psychology consolations, Dr. Wray only provides the usual, generic suggestions. She recommends verbal encouragement and a clear working space, no distractions, expressing an interest, etc. Perhaps its because of modern technology or the fact that that I have a sibling, that despite following such strategies, I still seem to procrastinate at times.

One of the main problems I have noticed--based off of personal experience and that of family/friends--is that most assignments of this modern day and age require the use of a computer or internet access. Googling a document can lead to distractions and before you know it, what was once a window opened up to a scientific article may now be a youtube video of cats rolling in the snow, or a dumb website of cheesy pick-up lines.

Of course, use of the internet provides a wonderful, limitless learning device to be thankful for. However, projects that do not require typing or online studies could actually ensure higher productivity, in comparison to what teachers consider to be simple research tasks, which may do more harm than good regarding homework vs. distractions.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

You Deserve it

I've been blessed to have been born into a loving, stable, healthy family, and made many equally happy friends. I am thankfully able to confess having never had any serious thoughts of suicide, self-injury, or self-loathing. Unfortunately, I can't say the same for one of my friends.

I have a friend (who shall remain unnamed) who has been going through a rough past few months: her mom was recently diagnosed with a severe case of cancer, she has a part time job that has been taking time out of her studying so her grades have been dropping, her step-father is hardly ever home and when he is, its to ask to borrow her money, she is the youngest out of three siblings but has to be the responsible one because they both have mental disabilities, and her entire family will be moving out of state soon, so they have been busy packing. Although all of that is a recipe for disaster, she mainly deals with the stress by running everyday, so all things considered, I thought she was holding up quite well. Turns out I was wrong.

I have known her for about four years now and I never once suspected her of self-harm. She recently confessed to relapsing and showed me her cuts. Some were old scars, others oozed fresh blood in small droplets. She told me it was a way to release her frustration. That because she couldn't blame anyone else, she was angry at herself for being a failure. A failure who won't ever reach her goals of becoming a surgeon because her grades are too low. A failure for not being able to stay with her friends who are mad at her for moving. A failure for not being able to handle her own problems on her own.

The sight of the cuts came as a shock to me, although for some people I know they may not be so uncommon. I was speechless. I didn't know what to say or how to act, only a few days ago we'd spoken of how transferring schools would do her good by starting with a blank slate of grades. She didn't mind me asking questions after I found my voice and answered them openly, about her feelings, her reasons, even her "preferred tool."

There wasn't much I could do at the moment but since then I did some research and I've kept in contact with her despite not seeing her everyday. The least I can do is provide moral support and remind her that she is important, that she is loved, that she deserves to live and be happy. 

(The only reason why I didn't immediately call a suicide or depression hotline or tell a doctor for her myself was because I found out the last time she had relapsed and been taken to a councilor, she had clamped up and refused to speak to any adults.)

In case you ever need to hear it:
  • YOU are loved
  • YOU make a difference
  • YOU deserve to be happy
  • I am proud of YOU for having survived any tough times
  • I am proud of YOU for having survived this past year
In case that isn't enough, there are people out there willing to help or lend a listening ear and a comforting arm:

  • Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
  • Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
  • LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
  • Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
  • Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
  • Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
There are sites where people share their stories and struggles (WARNING some are happy endings, some may trigger negative reactions or sensitive thoughts/emotions):

Please, please, please leave a comment if you have ever felt this way, or methods you have used that helped you recover. It really helps to talk it out (anonymous is fine) with friends.